I am so sorry I haven’t been on in quite awhile. My dad and I basically had another falling out over me smoking. Which is fucking dumb, let me just tell you. I am 18 years old and he went so far as to talk to my counselor at school, right after kicking me out (UM if you’re going to kick me out, why the fuck would you go try to be my dad?) and guess who gets to go to an alternative school for the rest of the school year? ME.Literally the last place I imagined myself. Anyway, it was fucking DUMB too. He accused me of being high at school and tipped the principal off and I was COMPLETELY SOBER. But yanno, since I would’ve tested positive anyways, I got in trouble. I HATE THE SYSTEM. Like, please justify sending someone to an alternative school for being high the day before… Not even on school property. He just doesn’t get it. He thinks there is some sort of central problem that makes me want to smoke weed. That I want to escape reality and be numb. Totally NOT why I ever decided to smoke,or why I continued, to do so. I smoke because I love the view. Like isn’t that enough? Can’t I just smoke because I WANT TO? Just like every other thing in the world.. Playing sports, singing, reading, drinking coffee.. I JUST WANT TO. Anyways, that’s an update of my life right now, not that any of you care. I’ll probably be back on later to type about how I’m falling for this guy I didn’t want to fall too fast for.. Not that ya’ll care about that either. I just really need to get a lot off my chest.

Love you guys.

Smoke a bowl for me.

Sevanah x